Losing faith

I checked some of the blogs earlier and this blog post hit me big time… well it’s because I’m also losing faith in marriage…

Well the reason is that I I had a talk to some of my friends and also to their partners…well they were happy at first and they seem to get along very well.. and they even talked about having a child and building their own families and such…but then after having a child all they broke up, cursing each other and ruining each other’s lives…

And in the end they just realized that they are wasting their time yanking at their own faults…

Most of my friends experianced this and I’m sad for them…

And as for me, I’m being too careful for myself. After having three roller coaster relationships, me thinks that my heart wants to give up having a happy life with someone I love the most… and losing faith on finding love… 

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If only there’s someone who could change my insights about love…

John 3:16

“For God so loved the world he gave his only begotten son, whoever believes in him shall not perished but have eternal life.”

Have a blessed good friday!

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It’s holy week and instead of going to the yearly visita iglesia with my friends, I chose to stay home and have time for myself…

 Well the reason that I chose to stay home is to reflect on myself and to repent… and also the reason I did not participate in the yearly visita iglesia is that my friends whom I usually with during this event (1) passed away, (2) pregnant, (3) already converted, (4) in their respective call centers and (5) went to their respective provinces… 

 And  also, I don’t want to force myself in going to the church (coz mama insisted me in doing so…)

…Back to normalcy…

It’s been a long time since the last post due to some situations… and now I’m back…

During my hiatus, my Dad unexpextedly return to our house for his working visa has expired. He is currently working as a supervisor in a trucking company in Dubai, and instead of going to Keyes island for a month of seclusion (or should I say waiting for his permanent visa to arrive) he chose to come back home with us and have a vacation. (yay!)

And while he was here I want to make his vacation as comfy as possible by not coming to choir rehearsals just to have time with him. Bonding time with him has never been so much fun and I’m happy to see him everytime I got home from work. And what I like about most is that as I got home Papa hugs me and ask me if I had my dinner already… 

And as his permanent visa arrives we went back to Dubai for work… and still missing him till now… 

And now everything’s back to normal…