Enough of the negative vibes

Later did I know that I was sick, stressed out and tired… no not from work, I love my job and the people that surrounds me…

But I think I overdid myself… literally. 

These past few months I had failed and tried everything to do the things that I want without any falter. Yes, I attended the weekly choir rehearsals by heart, I blog on a regular basis (even blog for my sideline)  and being early. Andalso, I had high hopes for my new immediate boss (Paolo) so there’s no problem with  that. 

… until negative vibes came along the way. 

As much as I want to seperate the family’s financial woes and office related matters, there are some people who keeps on yanking about everything…in a negative way. Even cursing the work along the way. I know that the work keeps on getting tougher along the way but I know that its purpose is to have a quality on what we are doing. For a SEO  specialist like me, we need to improve on linkbuilding and thinks of improving on the site that we are handling. Work on our part may be tough but it’s our job and I fel in love for what we are doing. I just don’t know why there are some people who keeps on cursing everything that surrounds *that person* and it’s getting in my nerves. I also told *this person* to apply for a different position in our humble office but *this person*told me that even our supervisor won’t recommend *him/her*.

I love this person for all my heart but this person’s pessimistic attitude hits me big time, and I hated it this much… 

So pls go away you negative vibes, you’re getting in my nerves. Please leave me in peace. Amen.

It’s been a year…

http://ph.news.yahoo.com/gma/20090620/tph-mass-burial-set-for-unclaimed-bodies-ce44f36.html

 Yes it’s been a year since fellow schoolmate and COMSSO officer Grace Nadela passed away on the day the MV Princess of the Stars capsized… and I missed her soft voice and her cutesy childish behavior. 

Last night after I made a blog post for my client, I felt her pressence somewhere… and she was crying, I can feel that she’s sad and lonely, I hugged her and told her not to worry and be strong, and also told her to guide her family, friends and loved ones to guide them in whatever turmoil they were having. I also thank her for making a quit “visit” on me, and I really appreciate me… even though it freaks me out a little. 

I was crying too at that time, because I’ve been missing her dearly. I also missed my surrogate older brother who passed away years ago… it was them who touched everyone’s hearts by a simple gesture of kindness, wit and humor. My happy moments with them will be always remembered… 

will be missing you both. :’( 

(***just found out that it was Kuya Arlan’s birthday last night, and I know that he’s happy right now. Sleep well dear kuya and happy birthday. )