Lessons on change

I think I changed. 

 After my closest friends left me here in the office for greener (or rather LESS greener pastures), I decided not to be like them. After everything that they have done during their stay here in USAP, I realised that I’m becoming an irresponsible, dense employee that every employer would hate. I admit that I’ve always arrives late here in the office, but after receiving a warning note from my supervisor, I decided to change for the better. 

I want to be with my friends that has a positive attitiude in everything, for they give me enough courage to do the impossible. I know my limits, but I see to it that I can break the barrier and do something new and to extend my own limits to the extreme. I think I became more responsible for my own actions, and by doing so, I managed to balance my current full time work to my part time work and my almost-late-night choral  practices.

And because of this, there are some people who always yanks about everything. Ok, this person’s a HE, and he’s older than me. yes, he has this spunky personality. But his emo personality, pessimistic views about his life and uberly childish attitude pissed me off. not only did he always tells something bad about his health and all the negative things about his life, he always pm-ed me during work hours where i’m supposedly working. This person never understands the life around me, and I don’t think messaging me every other minute is a GOOD thing while inside office premises. And as much as I don’t want to RANT about this person, this sudden hatred for him is simply eternal. 

And BTW, he’s now in my hate list.

 And today,some of my officemates noticed the change. My immediate boss likes the change that im now going through. Even some of my comrades noticed it and appreciate it. But there are some that are, I think, makes them worried. I explained it to them and they seemed to understand that. 

And sadly, there are some who don’t understand a thing. It was a sad on my part, considering the fact that they were my closest allies… 

Do you think change is a good thing or a bad thing?

I hope and I pray that they would understand everything that I’m doing right now.  

 XOXO, Cristal