Anatole France
Ironic (pt. 2)
April 22, 2010It breaks my heart to tell the one you loved the most that we can’t be together because of our religious preference.
As you can see, I’ve been there before. Religious conflicts has been a major issue for me (during my previous relationship) before and even had a major arguement with one of his family members. This however, has ruined our affair. We are both serving God through our talents, and this issue in a relationship is a big deal…
Until now.
We both loved each other but it breaks my heart to tell you everything.
Thank you for the encouragement, the endearment, the YM conversations (that i still kept in my archives), and the smile that makes my heart melt. You made me feel loved even if it is for a while…
I’m sorry to break your heart. I also had a hard time to tell you this and I need to tell you this because I loved you, and I don’t want to be a burden to you…Also, ayokong paasahin ka…
I’m so sorry my dear. I really am.
*seriously needs tissues right nao…sniff!*
~Cristal
Ironic

i wonder how it feels to spend an entire lifetime with you
doing the things that pretty much sum up a normal existence:
coffee mornings,
lazy afternoons,
walks in the park,
wanderings in the stark dark night.
i wonder how it is like
to wake up every single day of my life
with your arms wrapped tightly in my naked body
or, how magical it will be
to just lay on the earth’s barren patch with you beside me
and gaze at the infinite heavens
while I hold your trembling hands
and kiss your lips.
i wonder what kind of bliss it would bring me
if i get to spend my whole life with you
chasing rainbows,
weaving dreams,
making love.
i would’ve been the happiest person alive if these things had come true,
and if only i was that guy who just walked down the aisle with you.




