Anatole France
Just a random thought…
April 8, 2010- I hate people who just rely on others and not on their own strength.
-I hate those who think of everything in a negative/pessimistic way.
-I hate people who spreads NVs on others.
-I hope that everyone would cooperate, esp. those who were now veterans in our field.
-I would definitely love it if I had a raise.
-I need money to pay for all our financial woes.
-I would like to work in a company where I could do the things that I really like the most.
-I hope that God has an IM or an email (at least) so that I may able to communicate with Him interactively (I just hope that the internet connection is fast!)
-I long to be love and be loved.
-will you be the answer to my long-forgotten prayer?
-I’m craving for something…fresh fruit or some food perhaps?
-I miss drawing.
-I miss YOU.
Things that hinders me…
April 7, 2010I really got used to be a hopeless romantic chap who dreams of finding true love amidst the chaos…
I can’t seem to get it at all… has the years of being single for years made me a rigid person whan it comes to love?
or is it the responsibility that hinders me from entering into a relationship?
or is it the love of doing the things that I love that makes me stop from having one?
or… the thought that I want to achieve my life-forgotten dreams that makes me say that I don’t want to have someone by my side…yet?
Hate to admit it but all questions are answered “yes”.
As you can see, it is my responsility to help my family to prevent financial woes. I still had a brother who is still in school and his tuition fee (as well as his other school expenses) is such a burden for us. I still love to sing in our choir despite the late-night rehearsals and tight schedules, esp. now that I’m one of the section lead… I still want to go to the art school in the hopes of becoming an animator (pls Lord, I really want to accomplish this before I become 30…)
But I do admit, I need someone on my side… who will support me all the way… who can be proud of me because of what I had become…
and I don’t want someone who wants me to tie down from one corner,
will you be the one who can save me?
~Cristal
