Anatole France
Enough
May 6, 2010After weeks of courting/deliberating/arguing/blah, I decided to call it quits.
What made me decided to stop is the last conversation that we had through IM.
We had this exchange of sweet nothings, since he’s just upstairs, doing his daily work routine. I almost arrived late at work, and next thing Iknew is he’s gonna lambast his seriousnes in courting me…
And then I said to myself, “I had enough of this”.
The truth is that, other from our daily exchange of sweet musing, we had our set of daily arguements as well. His attitude of being matampuhin seems so immature for a 27 year old guy who has 3 chldren from his previous relationship.
The last thing he said was the last straw.
One thing I also realized is the daily exhange of arguements that we had. I decided to call it quits because it’s not healthy to have a daily exchange of verbal arguements. The last of it is the worst I’ve ever heard.
A realization struck me: since we were now having these series of arguements what if we were already in a relationship? I bet it will get worse.
This made me want to stop this courtship.
I may forgive him for what he did but that doesnt mean that I’ll continue with this scenario.
I’m trying to save ourselves from hurting each other. I hope he understands that.
Much better if we’re only friends and nothing more than that.
