Sick

 I’ve been a very sick girl this past few months and last week is the worst that I’ve been. Last week I had a high fever and a very hard cough and I was rushed to the hospital, thinkiing that it could lead to the dreaded dengue fever. The test were kinda frightening you see, I had a low platelet (blood) count and the doctors told me that dengue usually occured after you had got the high fever. 

So I stayed for 2 days at USTH. And that was the time that I felt really sick. I hate hospital food. And I was bored to death, even if my hospital room had some cable tv in it. I never had an internet access. 

Well, it’s a good thing though that the later blood test turns out to be normal. And the fever has now begone. But the hard cough is still there, so the doctors told me to rest and take some meds for the cough. Added to that is the bills are being paid (thanks to my health card) and the representative from my health card provider gave me a cute teddy bear, isint it nice?

So far im taking my prescribed meds religiously for my cough and hopefully this week it will be ok…  

Incompetence

Last night’s incident shown in national televion is one of the most devastating events ever seen live. It is, as if im watching an action packed telenovela constantly waiting for what will happen next. 

But this, sadly is real. 

It was an epic fail for the PNP policemen and the SWAT team for they didnt do their job well. They were given enough time to think of ways on how to take down Rolando Mendoza and to how to handle the tourist who were trapped inside the bus, yet still they didnt manage to do their job well. Worst,most of the tourist died inside the bus because of the former police’s rage against his fellow policemen who arrested his relatives… 

I also blame the media for not having a news blackout on this one. 

For this hostage is one of the worst I’ve seen. 

Now everyone thinks that  the country is not the safest place to live in.

 The whole country was saddened by this news.

 And because of this person and what he did to the tourist from HK, we are now a major laughing stock. An epic failure. Now being called monkeys. 

It’s humuliating. 

…

I pray for those innocent tourist who died from the event. I hope that the Chines, esp. from HK will forgive Filipinos for what happened. (

Will keep my fingers crossed…

I applied for the SEO feeds and Email marketing position last week in our office, and IDK if there’s any chance that I can get the post. I already had my exam for the email marketing post but I didnt finish it due to time constraints (we’re only given 15mins for the exam) and also, I already had an interview for the SEO feeds post and I think I did well. But still, the heads will pick on who’s the best for the said post.

I want to explore new things, and I learned a lot on being a SEO specialist for two years. I’m thankful that our office had provided a lot of materials (esp. ebooks) for the improvement and optimization on our daity SEO task. I can’t say that I’m one of the best Jr. SEOs in our company but I want to learn more on the web marketing field other from SEO, and that’s the reason why I applied for other post. 

I’ll just keep my fingers crossed and hope (and pray) for the best. 

If I’m not chosen I think I’ll just wait for the right time…

Just made this one up…

Aya and Tooya from Ayashi no Ceres (Yuu Watase)

(expect some mushy stuff here, lolz)

I never thought that I could made something like a mushy poem like this one here. My BF is one of the greatest poets around (according to me of course!) and I just made one for him since we’re now on our third month.

Also, this is my first attempt in poetry writing, lulz!

Well here it is, enjoy!

 (update: just edited  this poem because of some typo errors )

sa piling mo
nakakalimutan ko lahat ng hinaing sa mundo
pati lahat ng hinanakit sa puso ko

sa piling mo
nakakalimutan ko ang nakapaligid na sigalot
at bumubuo tayo
ng ating sariling mundo

sa piling mo
ay parang nasa alapaap ako
habang iparamdam mo sa akin
ang pintig ng puso mo

sa piling mo
kumpleto ako
espesyal ako
at alam ko
na minamahal ako

sa piling mo
ipaparamdam ko sayo
na ako’y iyong iyo
ang buong puso ko
at pagkatao ko

<3

Hoping and praying…

I can’t help but to cry whenever I feel like I’m tearing apart, and it’s not a good thing. My boyfriend didnt know this (will wait until he reads this post)until now, but I think he didnt understand what kind of hell i’ve been to right now.

So far, I’m happy that he just made a decision to take a plunge. And since there are some opportunities that had just been opened to me, I decided to do the same. It may be risky, and there may be a possibility that I can make it to another level. 

And also to be free from the insanity that I’m in right now. 

Hope and pray that me and B will pass this. 

Amen.