A single word that describes this day

***got this title from this thread… im active in this forum anyway!

 I arrived late here in the office, and all I did at the start of the week is to check some of the links and if there are any dead links we patch them up immediately. Good thing I passed this week’s LIQA and already finished some of the task…

 Oh yeah, remember my last post about failing on my work? I never expect that there are some things that are quite…unexpected…

My immediate boss called me  for my quarterly evaluation, and I was suprised that I passed last quarter’s KPI. I know that I failed sooo many times in link quality requirements, and I just did my best to improve more of the skills as a SEO Specialist. Well either way I need to learn more about my job and improve more on the craft. And that’s what I’m gonna do for now… 

And also, one of the senior SEOs here asked me if I wanted to apply for senior SEO specialist, and I told her that I think I’m not qualified foe the position…but as I saw the corp email that was sent to us from our supervisor… I was thinking… IDK…I might change my mind… 

 What do you think? 

 ~Cristal

Confused, relaxed suprised and so many random thoughts…

I never thought that i’m gonna post again in my so-called personal space. 

Well anyway, there are soooo many things that happened since then… 

As for my work, I’m failing. I kinda admit that. Well actually, I was one of the worst link builders of the bunch. Good thing I havent finished the bulletin board in the office where the best and worst employees in our office are gonna be posted. I promise myself to be more productive for this month (and for the upcoming months) so that my name will not be included in the worst list. IDK what will happen for this month…well let’s all wait and see… 

 As for the choir, the concert season is finished, MADZ Et Al has been a huge success. My choir, Coro De San Sebastian has received some positive reviews about the choir’s performance. However, it’s been different for all of us since our former conductor left us. Now Ate Mavic, our new conductor did her very best to do teach us what to do on the harder parts of the musical pieces that we’re gonna sing. Well it’s not that easy since the choir festival’s theme is about classical and romantic music (aka music from 1700-1800) And we’re happy that we made it through.

 There are also some things that came all of sudden. My chilhood friend Liza added me on facebook. It’s been years since we last saw each other and I’m happy to hear from her. I was also suprised that she’s gonna get married soon, well I was kinda shocked at first, but I’m happy for her.

And other that that, one of my officemates gave me a part time job, creating a blog about self hypnosis and stuff. The topic was tough though, and the pay was pretty bad…but I accepted the offer anyway.  For me it was a challenge, for I wanted to improve my english skills. Plus, self hypnosis seems to be an interesting topic for me, and I learn something new about the said topic… 

 BTW, I also watched David Cook and Archuleta’s concert last May 16… I was with my younger brother who has a crush on David Archuleta, and for me theis concert in Manila was the best ever!  Both Davids were great in their own way. Their music has touched us fanatics (Cookies and Archies) and I hope they could come back soon here in Manila…

***Just a comment: During DC’s performance, I was kinda suprised that he didn’t sing his winning song “time of my life” and he sing some of his songs from his previous album (”Straight ahead” from the album Analog heart) and from his previous band (a song from Mid West Kings) but it was good though… for me some of his songs from Axium would be great… well anyway, the concert’s a blast! I’m still a David Cook fan no matter what!

Well that;s it for now, I think I need to revamp this blog for good…

¬Cristal

Losing faith

I checked some of the blogs earlier and this blog post hit me big time… well it’s because I’m also losing faith in marriage…

Well the reason is that I I had a talk to some of my friends and also to their partners…well they were happy at first and they seem to get along very well.. and they even talked about having a child and building their own families and such…but then after having a child all they broke up, cursing each other and ruining each other’s lives…

And in the end they just realized that they are wasting their time yanking at their own faults…

Most of my friends experianced this and I’m sad for them…

And as for me, I’m being too careful for myself. After having three roller coaster relationships, me thinks that my heart wants to give up having a happy life with someone I love the most… and losing faith on finding love… 

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If only there’s someone who could change my insights about love…

John 3:16

“For God so loved the world he gave his only begotten son, whoever believes in him shall not perished but have eternal life.”

Have a blessed good friday!

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It’s holy week and instead of going to the yearly visita iglesia with my friends, I chose to stay home and have time for myself…

 Well the reason that I chose to stay home is to reflect on myself and to repent… and also the reason I did not participate in the yearly visita iglesia is that my friends whom I usually with during this event (1) passed away, (2) pregnant, (3) already converted, (4) in their respective call centers and (5) went to their respective provinces… 

 And  also, I don’t want to force myself in going to the church (coz mama insisted me in doing so…)